I Came Here To Make You Dance Tonight (aka "The Birthday Post")

*Title from "Guilty Pleasure" by Cobra Starship. (Viva la Cobra! Yeah, Yeah!)

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Happy Birthday To Me!
Hell yeah! I gots myself TWO cakes!

Why two cakes? Because I went Susan-like (Desperate Housewives reference) and can't seem to choose between the two cakes just like I can't choose between Ryro and Billiam.

I looked drunk in most of the pictures so no, you won't be seeing any more than this. Ha ha! Thanks to everyone who messaged me. I really feel happy when people remember my birthday. I get all giddy every single time my phone beeps or when I see that I have new messages in my networking sites. Yeah, I crave for attention during my birthday (and most days actually, borderline much?).

To Jiselle: Your gremlin messaged me out of nowhere. Buhay pa pala siya. Ha ha! I can't even remember the last time I talked to him.

Anyway, Nica, Tabs and I ate our hearts out. We got really bloated and drunk over soda. After eating, we rocked-and-danced-like-Glaiza to Disconnection Notice thru Myx. Imagine us dancing like her. Exactly like her. Well, at least me and Nica. Tabs was just laughing her ass off the entire time, I think. Also, we watched Panic's "It's Almost Halloween" video over and over again. Gotta love the dance parts! And yeah, we're learning the steps so we can dance that way too. Ha ha! Crazy crazy.

EK trip is pushing thru! Stoked to the core! Yeah. But a little put off since Kim had this crazy idea of inviting him along.

Gotta go learn that Panic halloween dance now. And prolly drink more soda and go Brendon-like crazy and hyper.

Dream Of Demons While You Sleep That Make You Stutter When You Speak

*Title from "Down And Out" by The Academy Is.

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And it's picture time.

Bonding moments with Sim and Kim at Greenbelt.

Spencer shaved his beard! *gasp*

I'm in love with Ryan's red guitar!

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The music video for "Northern Downpour" is set to premiere on TRL this Thursday, October 30th. I can't wait! So stoked! What a nice birthday gift! Ha ha.

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One day to go!

Do The Trick Or Treat

*Title from "It's Almost Halloween" by Panic At The Disco.
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So my beloved Panic boys decided to make a halloween song and uploaded a self-made music video for it. It's hilarious! I swear, this is the funniest video ever. Watch it here.

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For a college dropout with an unstable minimum wage job, being pregnant with your barely-a-year-together-boyfriend's kid at age 22 is the stupidest idea ever. Honestly, this makes me sick.

I'm not against pre-marital sex but I'm not exactly promoting it either. I don't care if you're sexing (LOL), i won't judge you or look at you differently. It's when you make lame decisions like getting knocked up when you can barely afford buying things for yourself that makes me look down on you and question your sanity.

And no, I AM NOT PREGNANT.

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I went out with Sim and Kim last Saturday. We ate at Dad's then hang out at Greenbelt and made fun of the people sitting around or passing us (Yeah, yeah it's mean, your point?). Talked more about random nonsenseness before we called it a day, er, night.

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Two days to go til you-know-what!

How Can I Decide What's Right When You're Clouding Up My Mind?

*Title from "Decode" by Paramore (Yeah, yeah I'm in Twilight mode)
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I went back to my high school today to watch Nica's Dance Olympics. And yeah, I saw a lot of my old teachers and some of my classmates' siblings. I'm still not used to seeing them all grown up. It felt weird. Ha ha!

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So it's a week before my birthday! I'm sooo stoked! I've never been this excited over my birthday since, uhm, I can't even remember. So Kim and I were talking about celebrating our birthday in EK. No solid plans yet. So I really don't know what to expect with that. But I'm still celebrating on my birthday itself, nonetheless. House Party! Wanna come? Bring a gift! Ha ha! I would love you forever if you'll give me William Beckett Ryan Ross a yellow hoodie. But any gift will do, though I'll really appreciate anything yellow. Ha ha!

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I'm updating my playlist. I'm so hooked on Coldplay's new album. My current playlist is so overloaded with alternative rock. What new albums I've been stoked on:

• The Academy Is... - Fast Times at Barrington High
• Coldplay - Viva la Vida
• Cute Is What We Aim For - Rotation
• Cobra Starship - Viva la Cobra
• Kids In Glass Houses - Smart Casual

I also can't stop listening to Decode. I'm not really into Paramore but I really really really love that song.

Wearing Thin Down To The Core

*Title from "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade.
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I spent most of my Saturday walking through almost every shop in MOA with Kim. We also watched Tropic Thunder! Argh! It's awesome! I was laughing the whole time. Seriously. This is why I love watching Ben Stiller's movies (Yeah, I watched EVERY single Ben Stiller movie ever made). So if you haven't seen Tropic Thunder yet, I suggest you do and bring me with you.

Oh, btw, Tobey made a cameo there. *wink*

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I owe Tabs a pizza. Damn. She finally figured out who Prince Charming is.

I’ve Licked My Wounds But I Can’t Ever See Them Getting Better

*Title from "Goodnight Goodnight" by Maroon5. I'm so in love with this song.
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Tabs is very, very sick! Tsk! She can barely breathe this morning. I feel bad for her.

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Audrey Kitching's hair is awesome. I want her hair. Seriously.

And I've Got A Plan, We Walk Out The Door

*Title from "Five Minutes to Midnight" by Boys Like Girls.
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I told Tabs that I'm gonna give a whole pizza to the person who will correctly guess who Prince Charming is. She already figured out who he is, she just needs to know his name and she'll get the pizza. So yeah, there's a pizza up for grabs. Ha ha!

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I went to lunch with Kim, Elgin, Meme and Steph. We had a little Twilight talk.

KIM: I now love Robert Pattinson because of Twilight!
ME: I now love Twilight because of Robert Pattinson!

I don't know why but it really bothers me that everybody likes Robert now just because he's playing Edward.

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Tropic Thunder this Saturday? Maybe.

Weathervanes My One And Lonely

My Prince Charming

Three guesses who.

*Title from "Northern Downpour" by Panic at the Disco.

I Always Put Myself In Destructive Situations

I'm tired of making titles so from now on I'm just gonna borrow a line or two from the songs I'm currently listening to. Unless I go into title making frenzy again. Which is sick because I tend to come up with a month's worth of titles yet I can't think of anything to put in the entry itself.

Anyway, the previous post's title was already quoted from a song. It's from "About A Girl" by The Academy Is. And today's title is from "We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands" by (Surprise! Surprise!) The Academy Is. Yeah, obviously I'm still stoked on The Academy Is. They're so freaking awesome.

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Survivor Philippines is pretty odd awesome! Yeah, I'm addicted to it and it's the only local show I religiously watch. I'm a Naak Tribe supporter because there's too many annoyingly plastic people in the other tribe. And it doesn't help that I hate Marlon with a passion. Every time I see his face, I have this urge to strangle him. So yeah, I hate the Jarakay Tribe except for Charisse.

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I may have been misunderstood. The answer is NO. I don't have anything for him anymore. Yeah, I'm sure. There's really nothing there. Sorry.

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This one's for Jiselle. *wink*

Tongue-Tied And Overloaded

I had a sudden urge to clean my room today. While browsing through my drawers, I found my old journals. A photo fell out of one of them (cliché much?) and I was laughing hard when I saw it. It was a photo of me back when I was in first grade. There was an event and us students were lined up by year level. I had this stupid grin on my face and I was wearing some kind of costume. That wasn't what made me laugh though. What made me laugh was the person standing next to me. He was a couple of inches shorter than me and he was looking at me dubiously. Back then, he was just some random kid who goes to the same school as me. We’re not friends. We only knew each other’s names (in our school, if you’re constantly part of your level’s top 10, everybody knows who you are).

Sometimes I wish it stayed that way. Then, he would just be a part of some silly childhood picture.

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I’ll probably hate myself for bringing this up.

So I’ve been reading those old journals this afternoon. When I reached the 2004 to 2006 journal, I stopped. I didn’t want to read it. See, I already did a great deal just to forget everything that happened in that period. I’ve done a good job forgetting and I don’t want the memories to come back. But I’m too curious for my own good, so yeah, I freaking read it.

As I expected, every single page was filled with RG stories. I cringed at most of them, by the way.

Reading them made me realize how many things I was able to block out. And I’m so proud of myself at how good I am at blocking stuff out. Memory gap does have its advantages!

Before today, I was so scared of having these memories back. I’ve always thought that when I bring them back, the confusion, feelings and unresolved issues would come back too.

So is it back? I’ll give it a day to sink in.

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Yeah, I know, I just opened two hellholes in one entry.

I'm Not In Love, This Is Not My Heart

Today's Soundtrack:
About A Girl - The Academy Is

Reason:
I wanna see My Bestfriend's Girl! The song's in the OST and I'm in love with the lyrics especially the chorus part. And William's voice sounds so sweet! Ha ha!

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The justice system is really twisted. I can't believe a murderer was set free. That kind of news makes me sick.

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Nica kept asking me about RG last night. And I didn't answer a single question. I really don't want to talk about him. Come on, it's been 2 years (I think), give it up. The moment he left school, he walked out of my life. Stop bringing him back in.

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JWalk shaved his beard a few weeks back which made Tabs happy. But the beard's back now. Ha ha! I wish Spence would shave.

I Am A Wolf But I Like To Wear Sheep's Clothing

I miss posting pictures. So here's a random one of my new boyfriend. I wish! Ha ha!



William gets me stoked any day with his blog entries.

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Tabs joined me on my quest of figuring out other people's favoritest word. She told me that her new favoritest word is "favoritest". I told her it doesn't count since technically it's not a word. So she's still stuck with "emo". Yeah!

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About my Invisible Monsters post, it's not literal, okay? My room didn't get invaded. I was referring to something else. Something that's been bothering me since high school. Something I've been trying to get rid of since then. And I think I've only ever told four people about it, three of which have never seen this blog. So unless you're part of the four or you're a really smart ass(I meant that in a good way), I don't think you'll get it. But if you do get it, I'm okay now, don't worry. The monsters are back in the closet. For now, at least.

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I overdosed on bananas today.

Celebrities Have Celebrity Crushes

Two posts in one day! Can you tell how bored I am? Well, not so much now. Apparently, I am no longer a contagious virus bearer and I'm free to go out of my room and walk around the house as I please.

So today's the first time I saw and talked to Tabs since forever. She seems amused with my chicken pox scars. I'm not, obviously. Oh, some random shit: her favoritest word is "emo". (Yeah, I'm well aware that "favoritest" isn't a word but I wanna use it so deal with it. Don't get stoked over it.)

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Have I mentioned that my neighbors' videoke session is still on full swing? They've been going at it for 13 hours already and they certainly aren't showing any signs of stoping soon. Seriously! My brain's threatening to pop off my head.

Fast Times Are Like Butter on Toast

Disconnection Notice is finally being shown in Myx. I literally jumped when I heard the opening chords and saw that it's the video and not the usual Myx Live version. Yeah, that definitely got me stoked!

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So I woked up today way too early than usual to the sound of my freaking neighbors' voices singing horribly. I feel the need to smash the damn videoke machine to bits. Needless to say, I'm gonna be pretty cranky today.

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Someone just told me that Martin writes the songs for Boys Like Girls. I guess I recently developed this weird unconscious attraction to lyricists.

Stoked Is My New Favoritest Word

I am so addicted to William Beckett's blog. I think it's hilarious that he finds it amusing to hear that Demi Lovato has a crush on him. I swear, I'm loving this guy more and more each day. Ha ha!

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My chicken pox scars are almost gone now. Emphasis on the "almost". I'm hoping they'll all be gone in 3 days. I want to get out of the house. I'm sick of staring at the ceiling for hours.