Last Day Of The Year

It's new year's eve!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!
Let's party!

I so wanna party with this guy:

I love Snippy.

Dazzled

Isn't that lovely?
STOP.KILLING.ME!

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I made avvies for Maritza.
I love MY avvie.

Jon Loves Me

I GOT A COPY OF LIC TODAY!

I literally freaked out when I saw them sitting on the shelf. Considering how sucky the music shops here are, I wasn't expecting to find one. So yeah, I freaked and scared all the salespeople in there.

I look forward to a day of watching it nonstop.

Sleeping Late + Waking Early = Cranky Me

Apparently, some copies of LIC had reached certain music shops here. OH MY JON! *insert teenie moment here*

I'm gonna go and get one. LIC hunt officially begins NOW!

Another Shot At Life

Yey! New followers. I'm gonna add you guys to my link list on Sunday. Why Sunday? Because I'm computer-less until then. I'm on my phone now and for some weird reason, it won't allow me to open the link pop-up. Boo.

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I'm not yet ready for 2009. TBH, I am scared of it. Help me.

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Ezzie made me a nice Xmas postcard. Sweet. I love it. And Fez made me an awesome Xmas story. I love my boardies.

Eve

Christmas eve tonight.
I'm stuffing my face with food.
And I'd prolly get high on soda and other sugary stuff.
Then I'll end up dancing to disco.
Like what happened in halloween.

I Need Action

Three days 'til Christmas. I don't feel it yet. I'm not so excited about it anymore. Oh well, that may or may not change tomorrow.

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July is taking too long. I need to see Half Blood Prince. NOW! Yeah, I hate waiting. I fail at waiting.

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My dear cousins got new phones. Yes, Tabs now owns a phone.

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Belated happy birthday, Jackson!

Twisting Fate

fighting soldiers in the closed shed
melt the teacups on the table
what more do you want to see?
you lost the charm you used to hold dearly
just let me taste my victory

Slowpoke

I got a new haircut!
My back hurts.
Listen to the racket of the mindless sheep.
Another slow motion day.

This Is For My Awesome Boardies

It has been an uneventful week. Boring. Very boring. I think the most exciting part of the week was when I reached a thousand posts on PATDforum. Like I said, pretty uneventful week.

So yeah, I reached a thousand posts and we created a mini-party.

I wanna thank the following:

• panic-bass-girl = for being my awesome fantabulous spam buddy!
• Super Banana Bro = another spam buddy.
  
• i.re-invented.love = duo! let's make a duo!
• fob_chick_08 = for your cool stories. Your icon killed me.
• and all my Asian buddies in there: panic at the ballet, ziqbaz, dexcanslamurguitar, soundofthesouth, Jim Sturgess.
  

I would never have reached that thousandth mark if it weren't for you guys. ILY.

I Don't Have Time For This

Fucking Globe! I have no idea why they suddenly decided to make my sim "inactive". I always have credits and I always use my phone so I have no idea why they think it's "inactive". So I had to get a new sim. And what's really annoying is the fact that I had to acquire a new number and tell all my contacts.

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I dyed my hair today. And I love it.

Daze Me Some More

This boy keeps pushing me over the edge. But I like it. Lol. I heart the purple guitar.

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I think I'm in a daze today. I'm a total zombie. Totally blacking out. Must have something to do with sleeping at 5 in the morning and then waking up 3 hours later. Banana kept me up all night. That sounded dirty. WTF.

What's With All The Young Deaths?

Marky Cielo, at age 20, died early this morning. If you don't know who he is, he's a young actor in here. I'm not a fan but he's quite famous and good at his job. He's really too young to be dead. This makes me feel sick. Kinda like the time I found out that Heath Ledger is dead.

Filipinos FTW!

Filipino pride!

Manny Pacquiao won against Oscar De La Hoya!

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It's freaking cold here now. I'm feeling Christmas. I still have no idea what I want for Christmas which annoys a handful of my friends. If I keep this up, I'll prolly get tons of socks and stuff I don't really need/want.

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What are you doing to "give back" during the Christmas season? Remember to reinvent love!

New Layout

I changed my layout just 'cause I really wanted the follower thingy to work. But I still like my old layout. I kinda miss it. But I'll get used to this new one. Deal with it, Kath!

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I stopped printing shirts for a while because I'm fucking sick again. Damn colds.

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I watched Twilight again last night. It was the 4th time. Kinda obsessive, I know.

Hale Yeah!

Jasper Hale is driving me crazy!


Jackson definitely makes a good Jasper.

Proud Moment

Okay. So last night was Pupil's last public gig for this year.They're off to Dubai this week. Another out of the country gig! My boys are getting way too famous. Lol. But it makes me really proud of them. Whenever I see people crowding over them during/after gigs, it makes me smile really big. And winning 5 out of 8 nominations in the NU Rock Awards was superb. They totally deserve it.

Last night was uber fun. The setlist:

• Sala
  
• Monobloc
• Pare Ko
• Magasin
• Dulo Ng Dila
• Disconnection Notice
• Nasan Ka
• More Than Words
• Alapaap

Thank you Dok! I REALLY needed to hear Dulo Ng Dila. And stop saying you're fat! You're really thin, seriously. I bet the 420 shirt fits you again.

The gig ended at around one in the morning. But we stayed up until 2:30 AM. I didn't take pictures because Lhen was there and she's way better at taking band photos than me. I'll put up the pictures when she does.

Oh, and Archipelago played before Pupil. They're freaking amazing. Of course they are. Half of them are half of Pupil so they're obviously good.

Gah! I really missed the guys. I'm so glad I showed up last night. And they looked surprised that I was there. I guess I've been gone for a long time. Yeah, Dok I'll show up more often. I promise.

EDIT: Pupil just won the Best Rock Band award in SOP Music Awards! No Dok, I am NOT kidding! You DID win! Sometimes, your texts crack me up. Again, congratulations!

A Song And A Smile

I just got home! I'm so deliriously happy right now! Notice the exclamation marks! I'll post the details later! I need to sleep first!

I'm Sick And I Hate It

I'm going to a gig! I'm going to a gig! Yes I am. After two freaking long months, I'm going to a gig. A Pupil gig of course. I'm so stoked!

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T-shirt Project is in progress. I actually printed three and a half. Yes, three and a half. Because one shirt had no print on the back yet. I made a Team Edward one. It says "TEAM EDWARD" on the front and "...coz Jacob cannot SPARKLE!" on the back. I got that line from Jac's thread on the PATD forum. So, thanks Jac! I'm gonna go and sell them once I made some more. And I'm gonna post pictures of the shirt soon. Hopefully, by tomorrow.

Yeah Dok, I'm totally stealing YOUR business. Lol.

Big Screen Post

I just got home a few minutes ago. Tabs and I watched a last full show of Twilight. I love it! Jasper Hale ftw! When we got to the cinema, the end credits of the previous screening was just starting. I died when Jackson's face came onscreen. Seriously. I think I even squealed. Fangirl moment. Ugh.

The movie's nice. My favorite part was when Bella was introduced to Jasper. The look on his face was priceless! I kept seeing it in my head. Lol. And I melt every freaking time Alice and Jasper are together.

Rob was amazing, he always is. I really love Rob. Not Edward. And yeah, the "I-love-Rob-coz-he's-Edward" fans still pisses me off.

Anway, the movie's really good but like all things, I found some things to complain about. I hated the editing, it sucks tbh. And they removed some of the good bits and put some boring ones. I was so looking forward to Alice's story but they cut it. And Jasper's talent seemed to be missing. Also, am I the only one who thinks the "meadow scene" is not good enough?

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The Eraserheads Reunion Concert is being shown in cinemas. Guess who makes an appearance on the big screen! Me, apparently. I have yet to see it but Lhen told me that we were seen. Oh. My. Jon.

Reinvent Love

I'm soooo getting into this reinvent love thing.
Thank you Ryan Ross. And Dex for the super cool new year project.

I Can't Hear You

Pupil was in SOP today. Honestly, the performance sucked. Mainly because I can barely hear Dok's bass. And he seems pissed off about it too. I'm gonna text him about it later. I need load first. Lol.

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Reinvent Love!

I love Dex for coming up with this project. c:

The Stork Landed

Bronx Mowgli Wentz. Oh my.

I Hate It When You're Here

Amazing Race Asia ended last night. Team Philippines finished second! It was a close race to the finish line. Nevertheless, the HK boys deserve the win. I was rooting for them too.

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The sun is back. I would probably be out today if it weren't for my period.

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Michael Johns is doing mall tours here. His last show is tonight.

EDIT: It's raining again! Oh no. If this goes on until tonight, I'm staying home.

Bring On The Rain

After a week of freaking hot sun-filled days, I had a whole day's worth of rain. Probably gonna last until tomorrow. Which is quite good, if you ask me. I've been melting because of the excessive heat. It's Christmas season, it's supposed to be cold.

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I finally joined the PATD Forum. The people there are really nice. If you aren't a member yet, go join if you love Panic at the Disco. The link is there on the first sentence, if you haven't noticed.

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Tabs joined the cheering squad. I'm actually excited about it. I guess it officially means that cheerleading is a family thing for us.

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I finally got the chance to watch the EMAs. It was way better and cooler than the VMAs. I died when Paul McCartney came on stage. One lucky audience member got an "I love you, too" from him. Really lucky. I'd die over and over again if that was me.

And Katy Perry is the cutest girl ever.

Dear Followers

Okay. I can't figure out how to display the follower thingy. And apparently, it's not supposed to show when you're using the classic template editor. So I gotta do another template using the new xml editor. And until I do so, you can add me to your "Blogs I Am Following" list through your dashboard. On the part labelled "Reading List", click the add button then put my url in there. And you're done. Sorry for the hassle. When I'm done with my new xml layout, the follower thing would be visible. Promise.

Living In A Box

The Rihanna and Chris Brown concert is nearing. And yeah, it sucks that I can't go.

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It's been a rainy day. Somehow it made me feel a little gloomy. I've been talking to a new friend and I hoped I made her feel better. It's been a while since I last reached out and helped a friend. Yeah, it's easy for me to get lost in my own little world sometimes and I'm just starting to come back out.

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It's my cat's birthday. Lol.

I'm Ready To Go!

Done!

Major Overhaul

I've decided to go public with this blog. But before I do so, I'm gonna edit (maybe even delete) some of my old posts. Prolly gonna change my layout too. And yeah, I'm deleting the photos too. Just coz they take too much time to load when I'm interneting (lol) on my phone. I'll start editing after I post this.

So yeah, a change is gonna come.

Yes, We Can!

OBAMA WON!

I'm so stoked! I've been following the US Presidential Campaigns since Obama and Clinton's battle to be the Democrats' candidate. I was always betting for Obama just because I think McCain would be another Bush.

Anyway, I was watching CNN all morning. They were live covering the counts and polls. And I went crazy when California votes came in and pushed Obama's electoral votes to 262. Immediately after, another state's votes came in with 11 electoral votes for him which enabled him to surpass the required 270. And just like that, Obama won by a landslide. I was so happy that I got to witness the moment his victory was announced!

McCain gave a speech after the announcement. He was really humble and you can see that he's somewhat happy for Obama. His crowd was booing him when he said that Obama deserved the win. And he was asking them not to boo. He's a nice guy. I look up to him for standing up when everyone was being disrespectful.

Obama's speech was really awesome. You can tell that he really cares not just for the US but for the whole world. A lot of people were crying. It was so emotional. I hope he does change the world.

Watching the US Elections made me wish that the elections here are as monumental and heartwarming. Also, that we are electing officials who will actually make a difference, who will show real concern for the country, who will care enough to solve problems. Here, most politicians care more for their pockets than for the country's welfare. Elections here are more twisted than a pretzel stick. This is why I never gave a damn about it.

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I love TAI's and Paramore's new videos. Watch them and tell me what you think. Click the band names for the link.

I'll Miss You

I'm so in love with Halloween!

The Academy Is

William looks so weird!


Panic At The Disco

Brendon is a hot vampire!


Cutest Halloween Picture Ever!

Spencer's soooo adorable!

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This made me LOL for 5 whole minutes. Seriously!

Interviewer: If you were stranded on an island with the band, which band member would you eat first?
Jon: Spencer 'cause he's the youngest and his meat is still the most tender.

Rain, Mud and Lots Of Sun

Okay! I'm gonna go back to making my own titles because now I'm too lazy to think of which song I wanna quote.

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So we spent half the day in Everest Hills Memorial Park. I
saw lots of familiar faces, mostly high school classmates. It was freaking hot like it was the middle of summer (reminds me of a Panic song). And yeah, I went home tired.

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Camwhoring sessions! Nica and I decided to fool around and copy some PATD photos. The one below is our favorite. Laugh your hearts out.

Epic failure. Ha ha! More non-Panic related pictures in my multiply.

I Came Here To Make You Dance Tonight (aka "The Birthday Post")

*Title from "Guilty Pleasure" by Cobra Starship. (Viva la Cobra! Yeah, Yeah!)

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Happy Birthday To Me!
Hell yeah! I gots myself TWO cakes!

Why two cakes? Because I went Susan-like (Desperate Housewives reference) and can't seem to choose between the two cakes just like I can't choose between Ryro and Billiam.

I looked drunk in most of the pictures so no, you won't be seeing any more than this. Ha ha! Thanks to everyone who messaged me. I really feel happy when people remember my birthday. I get all giddy every single time my phone beeps or when I see that I have new messages in my networking sites. Yeah, I crave for attention during my birthday (and most days actually, borderline much?).

To Jiselle: Your gremlin messaged me out of nowhere. Buhay pa pala siya. Ha ha! I can't even remember the last time I talked to him.

Anyway, Nica, Tabs and I ate our hearts out. We got really bloated and drunk over soda. After eating, we rocked-and-danced-like-Glaiza to Disconnection Notice thru Myx. Imagine us dancing like her. Exactly like her. Well, at least me and Nica. Tabs was just laughing her ass off the entire time, I think. Also, we watched Panic's "It's Almost Halloween" video over and over again. Gotta love the dance parts! And yeah, we're learning the steps so we can dance that way too. Ha ha! Crazy crazy.

EK trip is pushing thru! Stoked to the core! Yeah. But a little put off since Kim had this crazy idea of inviting him along.

Gotta go learn that Panic halloween dance now. And prolly drink more soda and go Brendon-like crazy and hyper.

Dream Of Demons While You Sleep That Make You Stutter When You Speak

*Title from "Down And Out" by The Academy Is.

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And it's picture time.

Bonding moments with Sim and Kim at Greenbelt.

Spencer shaved his beard! *gasp*

I'm in love with Ryan's red guitar!

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The music video for "Northern Downpour" is set to premiere on TRL this Thursday, October 30th. I can't wait! So stoked! What a nice birthday gift! Ha ha.

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One day to go!

Do The Trick Or Treat

*Title from "It's Almost Halloween" by Panic At The Disco.
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So my beloved Panic boys decided to make a halloween song and uploaded a self-made music video for it. It's hilarious! I swear, this is the funniest video ever. Watch it here.

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For a college dropout with an unstable minimum wage job, being pregnant with your barely-a-year-together-boyfriend's kid at age 22 is the stupidest idea ever. Honestly, this makes me sick.

I'm not against pre-marital sex but I'm not exactly promoting it either. I don't care if you're sexing (LOL), i won't judge you or look at you differently. It's when you make lame decisions like getting knocked up when you can barely afford buying things for yourself that makes me look down on you and question your sanity.

And no, I AM NOT PREGNANT.

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I went out with Sim and Kim last Saturday. We ate at Dad's then hang out at Greenbelt and made fun of the people sitting around or passing us (Yeah, yeah it's mean, your point?). Talked more about random nonsenseness before we called it a day, er, night.

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Two days to go til you-know-what!

How Can I Decide What's Right When You're Clouding Up My Mind?

*Title from "Decode" by Paramore (Yeah, yeah I'm in Twilight mode)
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I went back to my high school today to watch Nica's Dance Olympics. And yeah, I saw a lot of my old teachers and some of my classmates' siblings. I'm still not used to seeing them all grown up. It felt weird. Ha ha!

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So it's a week before my birthday! I'm sooo stoked! I've never been this excited over my birthday since, uhm, I can't even remember. So Kim and I were talking about celebrating our birthday in EK. No solid plans yet. So I really don't know what to expect with that. But I'm still celebrating on my birthday itself, nonetheless. House Party! Wanna come? Bring a gift! Ha ha! I would love you forever if you'll give me William Beckett Ryan Ross a yellow hoodie. But any gift will do, though I'll really appreciate anything yellow. Ha ha!

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I'm updating my playlist. I'm so hooked on Coldplay's new album. My current playlist is so overloaded with alternative rock. What new albums I've been stoked on:

• The Academy Is... - Fast Times at Barrington High
• Coldplay - Viva la Vida
• Cute Is What We Aim For - Rotation
• Cobra Starship - Viva la Cobra
• Kids In Glass Houses - Smart Casual

I also can't stop listening to Decode. I'm not really into Paramore but I really really really love that song.

Wearing Thin Down To The Core

*Title from "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade.
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I spent most of my Saturday walking through almost every shop in MOA with Kim. We also watched Tropic Thunder! Argh! It's awesome! I was laughing the whole time. Seriously. This is why I love watching Ben Stiller's movies (Yeah, I watched EVERY single Ben Stiller movie ever made). So if you haven't seen Tropic Thunder yet, I suggest you do and bring me with you.

Oh, btw, Tobey made a cameo there. *wink*

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I owe Tabs a pizza. Damn. She finally figured out who Prince Charming is.

I’ve Licked My Wounds But I Can’t Ever See Them Getting Better

*Title from "Goodnight Goodnight" by Maroon5. I'm so in love with this song.
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Tabs is very, very sick! Tsk! She can barely breathe this morning. I feel bad for her.

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Audrey Kitching's hair is awesome. I want her hair. Seriously.

And I've Got A Plan, We Walk Out The Door

*Title from "Five Minutes to Midnight" by Boys Like Girls.
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I told Tabs that I'm gonna give a whole pizza to the person who will correctly guess who Prince Charming is. She already figured out who he is, she just needs to know his name and she'll get the pizza. So yeah, there's a pizza up for grabs. Ha ha!

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I went to lunch with Kim, Elgin, Meme and Steph. We had a little Twilight talk.

KIM: I now love Robert Pattinson because of Twilight!
ME: I now love Twilight because of Robert Pattinson!

I don't know why but it really bothers me that everybody likes Robert now just because he's playing Edward.

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Tropic Thunder this Saturday? Maybe.

Weathervanes My One And Lonely

My Prince Charming

Three guesses who.

*Title from "Northern Downpour" by Panic at the Disco.

I Always Put Myself In Destructive Situations

I'm tired of making titles so from now on I'm just gonna borrow a line or two from the songs I'm currently listening to. Unless I go into title making frenzy again. Which is sick because I tend to come up with a month's worth of titles yet I can't think of anything to put in the entry itself.

Anyway, the previous post's title was already quoted from a song. It's from "About A Girl" by The Academy Is. And today's title is from "We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands" by (Surprise! Surprise!) The Academy Is. Yeah, obviously I'm still stoked on The Academy Is. They're so freaking awesome.

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Survivor Philippines is pretty odd awesome! Yeah, I'm addicted to it and it's the only local show I religiously watch. I'm a Naak Tribe supporter because there's too many annoyingly plastic people in the other tribe. And it doesn't help that I hate Marlon with a passion. Every time I see his face, I have this urge to strangle him. So yeah, I hate the Jarakay Tribe except for Charisse.

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I may have been misunderstood. The answer is NO. I don't have anything for him anymore. Yeah, I'm sure. There's really nothing there. Sorry.

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This one's for Jiselle. *wink*

Tongue-Tied And Overloaded

I had a sudden urge to clean my room today. While browsing through my drawers, I found my old journals. A photo fell out of one of them (cliché much?) and I was laughing hard when I saw it. It was a photo of me back when I was in first grade. There was an event and us students were lined up by year level. I had this stupid grin on my face and I was wearing some kind of costume. That wasn't what made me laugh though. What made me laugh was the person standing next to me. He was a couple of inches shorter than me and he was looking at me dubiously. Back then, he was just some random kid who goes to the same school as me. We’re not friends. We only knew each other’s names (in our school, if you’re constantly part of your level’s top 10, everybody knows who you are).

Sometimes I wish it stayed that way. Then, he would just be a part of some silly childhood picture.

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I’ll probably hate myself for bringing this up.

So I’ve been reading those old journals this afternoon. When I reached the 2004 to 2006 journal, I stopped. I didn’t want to read it. See, I already did a great deal just to forget everything that happened in that period. I’ve done a good job forgetting and I don’t want the memories to come back. But I’m too curious for my own good, so yeah, I freaking read it.

As I expected, every single page was filled with RG stories. I cringed at most of them, by the way.

Reading them made me realize how many things I was able to block out. And I’m so proud of myself at how good I am at blocking stuff out. Memory gap does have its advantages!

Before today, I was so scared of having these memories back. I’ve always thought that when I bring them back, the confusion, feelings and unresolved issues would come back too.

So is it back? I’ll give it a day to sink in.

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Yeah, I know, I just opened two hellholes in one entry.

I'm Not In Love, This Is Not My Heart

Today's Soundtrack:
About A Girl - The Academy Is

Reason:
I wanna see My Bestfriend's Girl! The song's in the OST and I'm in love with the lyrics especially the chorus part. And William's voice sounds so sweet! Ha ha!

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The justice system is really twisted. I can't believe a murderer was set free. That kind of news makes me sick.

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Nica kept asking me about RG last night. And I didn't answer a single question. I really don't want to talk about him. Come on, it's been 2 years (I think), give it up. The moment he left school, he walked out of my life. Stop bringing him back in.

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JWalk shaved his beard a few weeks back which made Tabs happy. But the beard's back now. Ha ha! I wish Spence would shave.

I Am A Wolf But I Like To Wear Sheep's Clothing

I miss posting pictures. So here's a random one of my new boyfriend. I wish! Ha ha!



William gets me stoked any day with his blog entries.

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Tabs joined me on my quest of figuring out other people's favoritest word. She told me that her new favoritest word is "favoritest". I told her it doesn't count since technically it's not a word. So she's still stuck with "emo". Yeah!

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About my Invisible Monsters post, it's not literal, okay? My room didn't get invaded. I was referring to something else. Something that's been bothering me since high school. Something I've been trying to get rid of since then. And I think I've only ever told four people about it, three of which have never seen this blog. So unless you're part of the four or you're a really smart ass(I meant that in a good way), I don't think you'll get it. But if you do get it, I'm okay now, don't worry. The monsters are back in the closet. For now, at least.

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I overdosed on bananas today.

Celebrities Have Celebrity Crushes

Two posts in one day! Can you tell how bored I am? Well, not so much now. Apparently, I am no longer a contagious virus bearer and I'm free to go out of my room and walk around the house as I please.

So today's the first time I saw and talked to Tabs since forever. She seems amused with my chicken pox scars. I'm not, obviously. Oh, some random shit: her favoritest word is "emo". (Yeah, I'm well aware that "favoritest" isn't a word but I wanna use it so deal with it. Don't get stoked over it.)

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Have I mentioned that my neighbors' videoke session is still on full swing? They've been going at it for 13 hours already and they certainly aren't showing any signs of stoping soon. Seriously! My brain's threatening to pop off my head.

Fast Times Are Like Butter on Toast

Disconnection Notice is finally being shown in Myx. I literally jumped when I heard the opening chords and saw that it's the video and not the usual Myx Live version. Yeah, that definitely got me stoked!

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So I woked up today way too early than usual to the sound of my freaking neighbors' voices singing horribly. I feel the need to smash the damn videoke machine to bits. Needless to say, I'm gonna be pretty cranky today.

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Someone just told me that Martin writes the songs for Boys Like Girls. I guess I recently developed this weird unconscious attraction to lyricists.

Stoked Is My New Favoritest Word

I am so addicted to William Beckett's blog. I think it's hilarious that he finds it amusing to hear that Demi Lovato has a crush on him. I swear, I'm loving this guy more and more each day. Ha ha!

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My chicken pox scars are almost gone now. Emphasis on the "almost". I'm hoping they'll all be gone in 3 days. I want to get out of the house. I'm sick of staring at the ceiling for hours.

Invisible Monsters

They're back! And they've grown stronger than last time. Instead of creeping slowly into the room, they burst through the door and unleashed terror instantly. No warning.

I hate it when they come and attack while I am vulnerable.
And it scares me when they grow stronger while I go weaker.

I need a hero.

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If you know me well, you'd get this.

Quarantine

Estoy enfermo. *insert swear words here*

Chicken pox sucks.

I'm Living In My Television

So, my beloved Panic at the Disco guys are in the running to be nominated in three categories for the 2008 MTV Europe Awards. They're in for "Rock Out", "Best Act Ever" and "Album of the Year". Click on the photo banner to vote for them. Please do. It will really make my day. *wink* Did I mention that you can vote as many times as you want? And you don't have to signup or anything. So please do and I'll give you a cookie! Ha ha!

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Pupil's new video (Disconnection Notice) made its debut on Quark Henares' Youtube. It's officially my favorite Pupil video ever. I'm not a fan of Glaiza de Castro but I have to say she did a very good job in the video. I'll prolly be dancing like that from now onwards whenever I hear this song. Ha ha! Wanna see the video? Click here.

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I'm prolly not moving to Livejournal. I don't know. I change my mind every freaking day. So, don't listen to me. Ignore this part. Ha ha!

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So Sim told me awhile back that Ryan (in his teen pictures) looks like Ney. Ha ha! What do you think?

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I'm seriously planning on posting a Panic-free entry today. But I couldn't resist when I saw the nomination stuff they posted on their Myspace.


I miss beardless Spencer! Ha ha! And I miss Ryan's old hair (not this but the curly 'do). And of course, Brendon's "pose" still cracks me up.

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Finally! I got rid of Thunder playing over and over in my head. Thanks to the Myx Daily Top10, Disturbia is now stuck in my head. I've been watching the show every day because they have this VJ search thing going on. And every show, a new set of finalists is shown and tested. So far, I like the guy from LaSalle (bias aside) because he has this nice soothing voice. I forgot his name though. I also like the guy with the Afro just because he's so hilarious.

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I'm still sort of dyslexic lately. So bear with my errors if there's any.

Look Closer

Well, this week has been crappy. Not really. I just wanna say "crappy". Ha ha! Don't ask why.

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Pupil has a gig this Friday. Not sure if I'm up for it though.

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Here's some news. I moved to Livejournal. Sort of. I was trying to revive my old one but I forgot my password. Memory gap kicking in again. So I just signed up for a new one instead.

I Need To Step Outside Just To See If I Can Breathe

Oh bugger. I'm in love. Ha ha!

Your Voice was the Soundtrack of my Summer

And yes, Thunder kept popping into my head. I stopped listening to the Boys Like Girls album yet this song keeps creeping into my thoughts.

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I finally saw the video for Clinically Dead for 16 Hours by The Camerawalls. It's a really nice video. Simple and cool. And if Thunder isn't stuck in my head, I'd prolly be singing this song nonstop. Anyway, I really like their album. I think it's better than Kenyo's. But I like Kenyo too.

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That Green Gentleman woke me up today. Can't wait for the Northern Downpour video.

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I hate book reports.

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Out of sheer randomness, I dared Tabs to speak English all night. She wasn't speaking for a full three minutes. It was getting boring so to make things exciting, I thought of giving her a prize. I told her that I'll buy her a whole pizza if she managed to do the dare. As soon as I finished telling her, she suddenly yelled "SIGE!". And with that, the deal's off. Ha ha! The look on her face as soon as she realized what she said was priceless! We were laughing nonstop. Yeah, we're weird that way.

Marce Came to Town While I Was In Dreamland

New storm in town. It's been raining nonstop since this afternoon. Cold.

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I updated my multiply. I posted pictures and stuff. And I edited my contacts. I'm planning on changing my layout, or at least my banner, soon.


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Been listening to the Boys Like Girls album nonstop. That and Panic at the Disco's two albums. I need new music! Help me.

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Panic at the Disco didn't win at the VMA's. They lost to Britney Spears. Ugh! Still, the photos are adorable!LOL at Bren. Ha ha ha!

Running Around With 5 Hours of Sleep

I've been in full fangirl mode for two days straight!

BOYS LIKE GIRLS:
They're awesome! They rocked Trinoma (literally, the floors were shaking). I'm now officially in love with Martin! Ha ha!

Click here for the photos my super amazing friend took.

AXN EVENT:
Pupil (less Ely) opened the event. It was fun but it was still obvious that they're not a three-piece-band. Their set was not as smooth and there's definitely some "oops" and "oh no" moments. But the boys pulled through. I really miss hearing Prinsesa, so it definitely made my day when Dok sang it.

We hang out backstage after the set. Goofed off a bit. Lhen and Dok were having camera talks every so often. Then we had our pictures taken at the AXN photo booth. Dok and Yan went crazy over the basketball/trampoline thingy.

After the AXN event, the gang and I went to the wake of Ely's mom. The place was packed. Dok was already there when we arrived. Eon was there playing with his new toys (birthday gifts I guess). Yes, it was his birthday yesterday. Wendell came too and also the Yuzons. We left some time past two in the morning and Eon was still playing with his toys. That kid is so hyper. The ride home was fun. It's always fun when you're riding with Dok. Except for the driving. But, hey whatever, I'm all for the safe driving plus you got to have more conversations in. And we had a very interesting conversation this time. Very interesting.

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Happy Birthday RG! Though you NEVER texted me back. Ha ha! Whatever, I don't care now.

Crashing on the Sidewalk

Ely's okay now. Whew!

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I'm still in Eheads mode. I can't believe I witnessed a reunion. It felt like a dream. Only it's 10,000 times better. And being in Ely's list made everything a million times better! Ha ha!

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I adore Jac Vanek's shirts and bracelets. Will someone get me some for my birthday? *winks*

And yeah, I like her and her stuffs. I like her photography. She's cool.

Stop Whining!

I'm in Ely's VIP list! Woohoo! Which is really great news since I'm totally broke and the tickets are priced like gold.

The Eraserheads Reunion Concert was a blast. Though they just barely managed to finish the first set when the show was called off, it was well worth it. I was in total fangirl mode from the moment they appeared on the stage up until the last song for the first set. There's supposed to be a second and third set(each set has 10 songs except the first which has 15). Unfortunately, Ely had to be rushed to the hospital.

I knew something was wrong with him. I'm not sure when exactly (memory gap in progress) but he began looking tired. And he can't barely move while changing guitars. During the last song in the first set, he looked really weary.

Okay, I know a lot of stuff about what happened backstage and after but I'm not going to talk about it. Ely's fine now and that's what matters.

To those people who keeps on complaining and saying that they wasted their money on the show, think about this: Ely did his best to give you a great show. He finished the whole set even though he's starting to feel sick halfway through it. And that's already 15 songs! Come on, we're lucky they even agreed to go through this show. Personally, I'm already so happy just seeing them back together that one song would be more than enough. So stop complaining already and just pray for Ely's health instead of being all selfish about the whole thing. I hope you all had heart attacks! Kidding! Ha ha ha!

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I'm blabbing! I do that when I'm annoyed. Ha ha ha!

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Ryro's birthday was yesterday!

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Boys Like Girls in Manila next week! I can't wait. Another chance to go all fangirl mode. Ha!

Ice Cream and Lollipop Wars are Fun When You're Three

I'm loving the fact that I can surf the net in my phone for free. The only thing that annoys me is the loading time. It's a little on the slow side. Still, I ain't complaining because it's free! Ha!

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I'm thinking of moving to Livejournal. Why? Because a lot of people I know have their blogs there. So I'm seriously considering moving. Should I?

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The Eraserheads reunion concert is nearing! I'm excited! And yet I'm not even sure if I'm going. I want to. I have to!

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I'm having too many dyslexic moments lately. Could I be dyslexic? I hope not. *thinks* Nah, I don't think so. I think my eyesight's messing with me again. I haven't been wearing my glasses for the past two months. I guess I have to now.

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While the rain angrily splatters on my windowsill, the road began to swirl down the drain. I'm so bored today. And I realized that I'm not making sense in everything I say in the last 24 hours. Oh, and I had another round of ice cream cravings today but I seriously thought of what I'm getting this time. And I totally won this round!

My Nightmare Spills Like Ice Cream on the Pavement

It's been raining for days. Though it's freaking cold, I had the sudden impulse to eat some ice cream. So I went to Dairy Queen and got a mud pie which was probably the stupidest thing I ever did today. It was horrible! For me. It tastes like chocolate ice cream and coffee. It probably has coffee in it! And because I hate coffee, I didn't like it.

Lesson learned: Ice cream orders should be well thought off. Don't just choose the first thing my eyes fell upon just because I'm too lazy to read the entire menu.

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I want a new phone! Specifically, a Sony Ericsson W960i.


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My dreams get weirder and weirder every night.

Frowns and Smiles

So, I finally had time to make a new layout for my multiply site. I'm pretty happy about it. I still need to make another layout though. For a friend who specifically wanted a Brendon Urie layout. Ha ha ha!

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My Yahoo!Mail is so effed up. I'm not receiving most of my mails. Like 3 people told me they sent me something but it never showed up. Not even in the Spam part.

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I'm pretty pissed off with Warner Bros. I don't see any point on moving the release date of the 6th Harry Potter movie. Shooting had wrapped up anyway. They can definitely show it in November. I guess a summer movie would generate more money and viewers than a fall screening. I guess this also means that the first part of the 7th movie will be moved too. Really great. *frowns*

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The 30th is coming! Woohoo! Another reason to get excited.

I want Hobo!

It's been five days since Panic at the Disco's concert and the aftermath's rubbing off me. The Panic at the Disco hysteria I've been in for the past two weeks is slowly coming into moderation. Though I'm still in full Ryromania mode. It really didn't help that he's cuter in person. And it really really didn't help that he writes amazing songs. And I absolutely adore his dog. Ha ha!


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I'm craving for donuts. So on my way home today, I stopped by Dunkin' Donuts and bought a dozen donuts. I ate 3 donuts immediately after I arrived home. 3! No wonder I'm getting fatter.

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I'm totally hooked on Megan McCafferty's Sloppy Firsts series. Currently, there are four books in the series. I'm now on the second book entitled "Second Helpings". It's really addicting. Can't wait to finish it and move on to the third book.

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Pinoy Idol is a sad excuse for a singing contest! Honestly, you can never entrust the voting on fans alone, especially in this country. After the finals show, I now have more reason to believe that the Filipino fans vote for face value rather than actual talent.

All Was Golden When The Day Met The Night

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
- Northern Downpour

Panic at the Disco's concert last night was the best show ever! They were so great! I'm speechless. Brendon sings so effortlessly. He's so cute when he's performing, with the quirky dance steps and the occasional head wiggles. He even took the stage alone. Armed with an acoustic guitar, he sang "Time to Dance" alone. And it was fantastic! He even sang the keyboard intro. Ha ha!

I'm now sooo in love with Ryro! He's much cuter in person! How can someone so cute become more cuter?! It should be illegal. Ha ha! He's too thin though. I want to take him home and feed him a hundred burgers. Kidding! And I love his red guitar!

I was so enthralled with Ryan and Brendon that I barely noticed Jon and Spencer. I love them both too. It's just that Brendon and Ryan have a way of commanding attention while on stage. Anyway, Spencer plays the drums like Bogs. He looks like he's dancing while playing the drums. It's so entertaining. Jon's really good too. His dance moves are cute. Brendon and Jon should dance together more often.

I'm so happy I got to watch them live. It's was unbelievable. It was like your still listening to their records, only this time it's way better! They changed the arrangements in some of the old songs which worked really well. Everybody loved them. The crowd sang along to every song which made the PATD guys really happy.

They sang 17 songs but it felt like they just sang a couple of songs. Everything happened so fast. It was so good, you'd never want it to end. But it had to, and it did.

God, I miss 'em already!

Northern Downpour Sends Its Love

I just realized that Brendon's "poses" always cracks me up.

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Tomorrow's the meet and greet. Finally! I don't think I can handle the anticipation any longer. And I seriously need to return to "normal". I need more not PATD-related thoughts.

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Too much excitement causes sickness. I have the flu. Damn. I hope I don't sneeze on Ryro. Ha ha!

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Pupil already shot a video for Disconnection Notice. I can't wait to see it. The concept sounds interesting. I really miss going to their gigs. I need to see them. Soon.

Wednesday Won't Come Soon Enough

Thanks to Ate Cams, I learned that Panic at the Disco will be having an autograph signing on August 13 at The Podium. I NEED to go! That's one more chance to see the guys (Ryro!) in person. And I'm definitely not going to miss that chance!


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I forgot to watch Pinoy Idol. Intentionally. I was watching Myx when I noticed that it's 7:30. The show's already halfway through. Yet I didn't change channels. I didn't know why it took me this long to stop watching that show. I should have stopped when Toffer got kicked.

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Tattoo planning is still in progress.

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I went to SM North with JM. The crowd's unbelievable. I hate crowds. "Crowd" and "mall" should not be allowed in the same sentence. Ugh.

Tattoo Ramblings

I really want a tattoo. I've been thinking of getting one since I was 15. I even made myself a deadline: I'm gonna get one before I turn 25! I'm in no hurry to get one but it seems that everyone around me is getting one. Hopefully I don't succumb easily to the pull of the tattoo parlor. I really don't want any random design engraved on my skin forever. I'm still looking for my perfect tattoo design. Ha ha!

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Speaking of tattoos, I really like this:

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I can't stop listening to "Behind the Sea" and "Mad as Rabbits". I'm really getting more Ryro-obsessive with every passing minute and it's so frustrating! Somebody save me.

Ryromania

He took the days for pageant
Became as mad as rabbits
With bushels of bad habits
- Mad as Rabbits

As the 14th draws nearer, I'm becoming more Ryro-obsessive. Bad! Really bad!

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Last Sunday, I was able to obtain an ebook of Breaking Dawn. So I've been able to reach half of the story before I got my book on Monday morning. And up to this moment, I'm still not too attached to the series to finish the book in a day or two. The book got mixed reviews, both good and bad. And I'm gonna agree with whoever said that "Meyer should have stopped with Eclipse". I haven't finished the book yet so I might have to eat my words later. Ha ha!

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Warren got kicked off Pinoy idol last Sunday. I wasn't surprised because he actually sucked during the performance night. But his departure left me with only one vote-worthy contestant. I'm really hoping that Ram wins.

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9 days to go until the PATD concert. I wanna get this over with so I can go back to being not Ryro-obsessive.

"You're Driving Me Crazy!"

Hello August!
A few more days to go before Panic at the Disco's concert. I can't wait to see RyRo and Brendon! Ha ha ha! I've been obsessing with this concert for days now. I keep checking their myspace every single day just to make sure the show's really happening. Ha ha ha!

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I've been reading Sloppy Firsts since yesterday and I can't seem to put it down. It's so funny. It brings me back to high school. It's the first book in the series and currently there are four books out. So I'm hoping I get to finish the first by tonight so I can move on to the next book. Ha ha!

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I'm dying to go to Japan! I wanna see WaT and KAT-TUN!

Party Time!

Menaya will be having their album launch on the 8th of August. Free albums to the first five! Let's party!

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I'm done reading Eclipse. Eclipse is definitely my favorite book in the Twilight series. I THINK the other two sucks. Ha ha! I'm actually looking forward to Breaking Dawn.

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August is drawing near! Panic at the Disco! Eraserheads Reunion! Can't wait!

Cartoons

I was searching the net for American Idol pictures (specifically Brooke and Jason) and I stumbled upon these cute pictures:


Cartoon versions = Uber cool!

And So The Apple Falls From The Tree

Guess what. Toffer's off Pinoy Idol. I was kinda expecting it since he didn't do well during the performance night. But I was hoping to see another contestant go home. I even voted for him 10 times! Guess I should have voted more. Sue and Toffer's back-to-back departure reminded me of the time Brooke and Jason got voted off consecutively on American Idol. Two of my favorites gone one after the other. Well, Brooke and Jason got further than Sue and Toffer; Sue only placed 9th while Toffer was 8th. I wouldn't be so pissed off if Toffer stayed for one more week. Next performance night was band night. The likes of 6cyclemind and Pupil would be there to be the contestants' mentor. Toffer would probably blow the house down on performance night. Since my favorites are out of the running, my bets are on the two rockers left in the show: Ram and Warren. Since Robby left the show, I had a feeling that Ram can actually win this thing.

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I'm nearing the end of New Moon. Nearing being the keyword. I don't know why I'm so bad at finishing the books in the Twilight series. It's been pretty interesting now but I'm still not head over heels with it. But I already have a favorite character in it: Alice Cullen. I like her. Better than Bella.

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I am so craving for crepes!

Mamma Mia!

Connection's still crappy. Bummer. I was in a happy mood yesterday. And I was so full of stories to put here. But connection's down the whole day yesterday. So the happy mood faded, as did the stories. I don't feel like writing about them now.

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I'm off to see Dark Knight tomorrow. Can't wait!


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New Moon, the second book in the Twilight series, was dragging. I'm still in the 4th chapter though. And I'm actually annoyed with Bella. Hopefully, the story gets better in the middle.

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I spent the whole day watching movies. Mamma Mia's soundtrack is so cool! The movie? Not so much. If the movie wasn't a musical, it would be really boring. Indiana Jones was cool too. I love Shia LaBeouf's character. He's really hilarious. I also watched Camp Rock just to see if Joe Jonas can act. Well, he could and he looked cute as always. Ha ha ha!

Nahihilo, Nalilito

Helen has been pretty annoying since Monday. Internet connection's been crappy since she arrived. Then today she unleashed more of her tenacity which resulted to a 6-hour blackout. Even the phone's gone. I hope she leaves tonight. Too much rainy weather can be a drag.

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The 6-hour blackout was hell. There was nothing to do! So I'm stuck with Twilight. Not that it's such a bad thing. But I did realize that I'm never gonna finish that book when there's so much more things I can be doing. That I needed to be subjected to long hours of staring into space before I pick up the book. So now that the first book's done with, I'm moving on to the second. I hope it's better than the first. *fingers crossed*

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Migraine is on top of my playlist today. That song is really stuck in my head especially the lyrics. Ha ha ha! Those lyrics hit home. Bullseye. Whenever I hear that song, a certain someone comes to mind. Which is bad, really bad.

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Dark Knight got bad reviews. Still, Heath Ledger's performance was said to be phenomenal. That's still one good reason to go see the movie.

They're Coming!

The rain has gone but it's still cold which is good. Someone 's praying for a class suspension. *wink*

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Twilight's still on top of the reading list. Haven't been able to reach the end yet. I'll set tonight as a deadline. The book still fails to grasp my full attention. I don't dislike the book, there's just something lacking in it for me. And that something hinders me from finishing the book in one day. The hyperactive mind still tends to wander to other thoughts even while reading the book.

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My mom's going to Binondo today to buy some hopia. The mere mention of the word hopia made my mouth water. I love hopia especially the ube-pastillas combination. Yummy!

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My MUST-SEE List (for the next few weeks):
- The Dark Knight movie on July 17!
- Daughtry on July 29 at Eastwood!
- Panic at the Disco's concert on August 14 at Araneta!
- Eraserhead reunion on August 30 at the CCP open grounds!

I feel like Christmas came early.

Math Nerd

It's been raining all day. I like it. I love the sound of raindrops hitting the roof. I like the cold. Too much sun and heat makes me cranky.

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I can't get Santeria (the song not the religion) out of my head. I've been humming it all day long. I can't help playing it over and over. I don't know why but I really like this song. Must be the catchy melody. Or the certain someone who sang it on the American Idol auditions. *smiles*

Speaking of American Idol, I've just read Ramiele's blog in myspace. She said someone gave her puto and she's very happy about it. That's so cute. Guess she misses Filipino foods. And I saw a video of Little David pulling one of Jason's dreads playfully. I thought that was hilarious.

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Internet connection's crappy. I did a math assignment. Hopefully, I solved them correctly. I enjoy solving math problems. I love the challenge. The nerd in me.

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The sundae craving stops here. After a chat about Teriyaki Boy, I'm now craving for sushi.

Sunday Sundae

I'm still stuck on Twilight. I've been reading for 3 (or maybe 4?) days but I'm nowhere near the half mark. Not normal for a fast reader (I read the last Harry Potter book in about a day and a half). Guess this shows how much interest I have in this book. It's not Harry Potter but I have to say the book's quite good. It's not as well written but it certainly has a good storyline.

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The internet connection was gone this morning. So while waiting, I decided to amuse myself by playing what games installed in the computer. I never thought that a game of Wheel of Fortune can be SO stressful! After playing for about an hour, I finally won a game. Finally!

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Guess who got kicked off Pinoy Idol today: Sue Ellen. The cutest girl on the show. In Wyngard's own words, "the doll on top of a cake". I kinda like her voice. It was unique unlike the usual birit voice that singing contestants tend to have. For a probinsiyana, I never expected her to sound like a foreign artist yet she did. No punto. Though she has one when she speaks. Guess her uniqueness wasn't enough to pull her through another week. I think the power of the birit still prevails in such contests.

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I'm still waiting for the sundae craving to end.

Twilight + Idol = Sundae Cravings

New blog! Lots of fresh inexhaustible space to put my nonsense.

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Been reading Twilight since yesterday. The hype finally caught up on me. Sort of. Well, at least the hype about Robert Pattinson playing Edward Cullen did. And I heard (read actually) that lots of the book’s fans don’t like him playing the part. So I looked at some of the movie’s promotional shots and there’s only one thing that came to mind upon seeing his face: he STILL looks like he’s playing Cedric Diggory. So I decided to read the book to see if his detractors are right. Well, I haven’t finished the book yet but as far as I’ve read, I CAN certainly imagine Robert playing Edward.

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I still can’t believe it’s possible but the Pinoy Idol hopefuls are getting better week after week. At least some of them are. Still, the show can really get to my nerves at times. Especially the Idol Extra episodes. Is that show really necessary? Oh, and Wyngard’s OBVIOUSLY trying to emulate Simon Cowell which is freakin’ annoying! But there’s always a good thing in everything. Ely and the rest of Pupil will be mentors on the show!

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I need an ice cream sundae fix right now.